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Maria Socorro, 14
Woodlands Ring Secondary
Netballer/Councillor
I'm improving my Chinese and becoming an actress in Taiwan.
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
And Then You Threw Me Up Against The Wall
"I have learned to love the pain because that's the only way that I know how to feel"
This week has been awesome so far! It is a good way of ending off the year 2009. Still, I can't wait for this year to end cuz it has sucked so much! Not every single moment of it, but many moments of it.
I've always been waiting for 2010 to come because my instincts tell me that it's gonna be a good year. And I swear my intuition is true most of the time, it's scary.
Anyway, I can't freaking wait for 2010 to come because.....all of you get this okay:
BOYS LIKE GIRLS IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!
Yes, I'm damned serious alright. My all time favourite band - Boys Like Girls - will be coming to Singapore on January 28th! All of you prolly already know it as you've seen the advertisement. I actually cried when I first saw it. I was too happy!
And duh, I'm definitely going, if you were wondering. If you're a daily reader of my blog, I'm sure you know how much I love them! ♥
Sunday, 27 December - Went to church with my family in the evening, and then headed to Pee's (JP) house after that for Movie Marathon. It was already 8pm then and I thought they have started but they were all only guitar-ing and slacking.
We watched Singapore Idol - both the performance and results - and movie marathon started only at 11pm.
(Let me sidetrack for awhile; I've gotta share my opinions bout Singapore Idol) Yes, Sezairi Sezali won this season of Singapore Idol. And no, I didn't want him to win. I think Sylvia should win. She really deserves to win. Haven't you heard her sing?! It's simply amazing, her vocals. Well since I didn't vote (using prepaid, can't vote), I shall not yak so much about it. Sylvia has awesome vocals, Sylvia is a good performer. Nuff said.
I didn't say Sezairi ain't good. I was amazed by his "Crazy" performance. It's just that, Sylvia is better. Seriously, I have no idea what is inside people's mind.
Hello, Adam Lambert actually lost to Kris Allen when it is a singing competition! And everyone knows Lambert is born to sing! I can confidently say he is the best singer ever. No one can ever compare to him -- not even Michael Jackson. And he lost cuz he's gay.
Okay, back to the movie marathon. We watched Coming Soon, then Law Abiding Citizens, followed by Saw 2 and this other movie (didn't get the title). That was a night full of goriness and shooting and most of all, blood.
Monday 28 December - Left Pee's place at 6.30am, Jeremy drove me home. Prepared for school and stuffs, then went over to Pee's again. By the time I reached his house, everyone was sleeping while a movie was playing. Tsk tsk, what a waste of electricity!
Went to school for council meeting, then had lunch with Yi Yun, Rui Jie, Zhong Hao and Shang Wei. Rui Jie forgotton to bring money and his reaction was damn cute.
Went home to pack and change for swimming. Went swimming at Woodlands Complex with Sacha and Sheela. I don't know why but I itched like fucked all over.
Went to Causeway Point with Sheela after that, then home. I slept for 10 and a half hour straight and I still couldn't get up when my dad woke me up this morning. I must have been seriously beat. Okay duh, I haven't slept for practically a day and still went swimming.
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Council meeting this morning, and spent the first part of it watching Hi My Sweetheart episode 9. There was this part which was so damned sad, I couldn't help but cry right there and then in school. It was so sad!
Let me reiterate: I'm going to Boys Like Girls's concert!
Alright, it's shower time! And then I have to sort out some council matters then I can finally have my beauty sleep. Goodnight!
Sunday, December 27, 2009
It Should Be Illegal To Deceive A Woman's Heart
"You said you'll love me until you die And as far as I know, you're still alive"
Hello all you my lil Cookies! How was Christmas for ya'll? Did you gain some pounds over the weekend because of all the sweet treats?
My Christmas was average, like almost every other Christmases. My mum invited her friends over to my place, and all I did the whole day was lock myself in my room surfing the net. I know right, what a way to spend Christmas.
The fun only started at midnight, when everyone left, and my brothers and I were fighting for the microphone for the karaoke. Aww I love my brothers so much!
Well it's the second post Christmas day now, and I'll be going over to Pee's later on after Church for the movie marathon. Except I won't really finish the whole marathon as there is council meeting tomorrow in the morning.
And oh, don't forget to watch the finals of Singapore Idol tonight! Team Sylvia!
Oh well, there is nothing much to update about. Goodbye!
Friday, December 25, 2009
Merry Christmas!
"You and me could write a bad romance"
Merry Christmas everyone! Yesterday I went to Brian's chalet at Downtown East after much brainwashing from Jony (Jonathan Chou). And please ignore me in the photo above cuz I seriously look like crap. I was drunk like anything then, LOL.
Anyway, I reached the chalet at almost 5pm. Went to Escape Theme Park with Jony, Edwin, Ping Jie and Shawnald while Brian, Ray and Wen Xuan went to Wild Wild Wet. ETP was seriously boring, all the super awesome rides are gone. Even the Haunted House wasn't even scary! I rode the Go-Kart for the first time, and it was fun!
Went back to the chalet for our barbecue dinner. The satay and hotdog was delicious! I love the hotdog cuz it's small and cute and there's CHEESE inside! Ambrosial!
And then they opened the bottle of Vodka. Jony poured half a cup full of Vodka for me and I drank all of it at one shot cuz the sambal stingray I was eating was too spicy. I started to feel a lil dizzy, but still went to drink a lil more for the sake of the shiokness in my chest. It was indeed a sensational feeling. The next thing I knew, I was wasted.
Edwin was even more drunk but he doesn't want to admit it, and we started debating on that matter. Jony's face was uber red after his shot at Vodka. Hilarious sight!
I finally vomited after feeling nauseas for quite a long time. I threw up everything I ate, which was seriously little BTW. Felt so much better, although the dizziness just won't go away.
And then something crappy happened. I shall not elaborate as it's personal. But my dear people, please do not ever think of committing suicide just because you think your life sucks! Every life is worth living.
Okay anyway, finally Yours Truly (ahem! ) managed to settle him for the night after all his "Let go or I'm going to smash the wine bottle in your face!" and "I don't care if you're a girl, I'm going to punch you if you don't let go!" . OMG I swear I can become a psychologist! Okay I'm going to study hard next year so that I can get a psychologist degree!
Left the chalet at midnight and reached home at 2am.
I know that I was the only female at the chalet, but that was because Brian didn't invite any other girls, so what could I do?